Here's a funny thing

Not funny haha, funny peculiar. I'm feeling anxious today, the odd thing about it is that this isn't my usual anxiousness. This is not the fear of some unknown bad thing happening. No, this is more of an anticipatory anxiousness, an underlying feeling that something good is going to happen. Something, unknown but not scary. It's a feeling that I haven't experienced for a long time and never about some intangible good thing. Previously this feeling came when, for example I was about to marry my second wife, the better of my two marriages I might add, and there was an anxiousness then which I knew the reason for, because we all get anxious about our wedding don't we? Maybe I'm using the word anxious in the wrong way here but all I can say is that the feeling is similar to bad anxiety but doesn't have the usual dread attached to it. Perhaps I'm just strange.

That's it, I just thought I'd write it down because as the old saying goes; better out than in.

Peace and Love.